Why I NEED skinny..
To see my hips
To feel my arms fit closer to my sides
To feel my knee bones touch
To be able to touch my elbows together
So I can reach around behind me and do the hand cover vagina thing (some reason that is motivating)
Skinny poses that I generally can’t do because I’m fat
So I can BE the thinspo
So I can take pictures whenever I want, in whatever clothes I’m wearing
So I can rock Thigh highs, a huge sweater and cute boy shorts and nothing else!
To be able to run my hands over never before seen parts because I am now thin enough to see/ feel them
To see my shoulder bonesTo see my ribs again
So I look more pulled in instead of just fat spilling everywhere
No more muffin top and fat poking out of holes in pants
So I don’t have to wear huge sweaters to hide myself
To feel the control and accomplishment
To finally prove everyone wrong
To show everyone how hot I can be
The feeling of a baby thigh gap starting to form
To be able to see past my stomach
So see what my stomach and back look like without a mile of fat stuck on.
To not wear holes in all my pantsTo bend into certain positions without my rolls getting in the way
To be more confident
To have more self esteem
So when I fall I don’t get hurt as badly
So I don’t take up so much room on the bed
So I move faster and can get around easier
So my movements can be graceful again
To never hear that I “flop” on a couch ever again
To stop hearing people whisper about my weight
Because I’m sick of hearing everyone else being called thin and pretty
So my thighs don’t slap together when I walk fast or run
I can make friends, and they won’t just see me as my fat
I can walk anywhere without everyone’s eyes shooting directly to my biggest parts (thighs/stomach) instead of my face
So I can start to improve on other things in life without the fat holding me back
Better job opportunities/ opportunities in general
So people don’t get scared when I move close to them
So my boyfriend can pick me up and we can play around and have fun without me hurting him because I’m so fucking fat
So I can feel more comfortable naked around him
So girls won’t see me as a non-threat to them so they don’t try to fucking steal my boyfriend 😤
So I can wear the cute things he buys me
So I can fit into other people’s clothes
So I won’t be the fattest person I know
People respect you when you aren’t fat, and I won’t be a joke anymore
People will actually listen to me because Ill look like I can actually bust they ass instead of being this giant floppy marshmallow
To just be able to sit there and feel myself getting skinnier
So I can go to the gym or outside or for a jog and I won’t have to worry about my fat jumping around with me
Lil tiddies, nice booty ( booty should be the ONLY “fat” thing on me)
So showering is quicker
So existing isn’t so painful
So I no longer feel like I’m trapped in a fat suit
Because I’ve never been skinny, let alone been under 170. I’ve been fat my whole life
So the floor doesn’t creek so loudly when I walk
To be complimented
To be told that I am pretty/thin
So people get excited to hang out with me
So I stop intimidating people with my size
So I look more approachable
Because skinny girls are more likely to get what they want